How Do You Even Title a Post Like This?
This post has been a long time coming. I think I asked Instagram, like, three months ago if they wanted a life update. I had way more people than I expected say "yes". Annnndddd... then time went on. I was not in the right mental state to write this post three months ago. I'm only just getting here now. But it's a good place to be. This post might result in a lot of judgement from both sides of the spectrum. I don't care. The last year has been transformational for me. I feel more like myself than I ever have. It was a freaking hard road to get here. Honestly the hardest year of my life and I have been through some ish. I fought my darkest demons and I did it on my own. I had support from Mike & some close family members, but this wasn't something anyone could actually help me with. I had to figure me out. I failed a lot. I made so many mistakes. I took mostly wrong turns. I don't, by any means, think that my journey is over. We're always looking f
